One comment and I'll sink like a stone. One comment and I'll take myself to the brink, throw myself off, and I'll sink like a stone. One comment and I'll sink like a stone. Did i not say i told you so? Words are signposts. I wear your hidden agenda's like concrete boots whilst treading water. I'm hoping that these words are escaping now replacing signposts with my own. Double standards with nothing but love. If they were to think it. They would be saying it. I always fill in the gaps i always, always paint by numbers, filling in the gaps. I always forget that this game has rules, that my appearance to others is different to my perception of myself, that is the nature of the game. To remember oneself amongst a crowd is to forget, that shared knowledge is a glimpse of clothes and accessories, the movement of whose hips to which scattered beat. That is all. No knowledge of past procedures. No knowledge, no desire for any entity other than the self. Perception is linked to appearance. Judgement is made in an instant. I guess i should wear red again tonight. Danger. Danger. They don't all consider these things. Remember you are insignificant. In the grand scheme of things. You don't need to drink to fit in. Fuck fitting in. People always say be yourself but then expect you to be the same as them. Don't be drawn into an insecure house because the door is open. You have your own safe place. Let the music lift you. Let the crowd drift through. The world is beautiful and these monsters drag you through their eyes, empathise, but beware. Stay strong in the face of it. Don't let anyone put you off or drag you off course. You have your own path to walk and each decision that you let someone else make for you every time you sell just a little you are walking off of ityou will wake up lost you will you will you are will you will